2day .. ^^

2day .. i reli damn HAPI
walao ..
1st time break .. de day ..
i oso cn get myself til cn fuck ppl ..
N wnt like toooooooo lockup..
haiix...
nw i noe wat is my 'heng chui'
BAKE BREAD N DO 'milk shake drink'
walao 2day ..
huh ... CN dapat keng sum xi wif my Bst fren
cuz v 2 long time din keng ..
so hapi =) ..
bt she ask me go her hse ..
i duno cn go mou .
nid to ask =) .
im guai zai ..
2nite PLU man ... =.=
cnt even wan to go for merantas desa !
bt i muz BI myself
dowan to minus jor..haiiyo...
thn 2ml run WIF cai yee !!
kakaka !!
so funny de lar 2day ..
marching marching
bt oso dun hav ==
no ppl wan stay ..
thn nvm lor ...
cn KENG GAI wif suet wen ..
my 1st time talk wif her Love prob ..
she oso lik me . haiix... alwys giv gal dump 1st ==
cham dou sei ..
haha..
THN 2day NITE GO PLU
HIGH HIGH
my aiya LAO PO
long TIME No c THM PEK JIU WIF ME
== ALL PPL CALL ME SEII NGAP ZAI
bt soon they wnt c dao me de lar .. suan lar.. ==
they all gt hope plus wan work .. 1 of de gal wan married tim..cuz she gt baby pregnant..
haha..
so damn serious .. 1s time giv ppl fu hin me til SO geng !!
my MAO MAO .! tat stupid IDIOT lao po == ..
hehe.. eu gues she how old ?older thn me .. haiiyo.. i so hapi .. hapi til dowan go bak home..
Hahaha.. talk wif zi jiun bout my past
talk wif SE bout wat hapen .. bout her past
talk wif cai yee her past n mind =)
talk wif suet wen bout my past n hers =)
n talk to jov jov n yin yin ^^..
walao .. SO HAPI XD ... bt.. all hapi is worth ?


tis morning..
i reli no mood..
i tink jor de lar..
if wan find gf..
nid to find truely love n treasure me .. over relationship =)
bt .. nt tis time lar.. =) ..
is bcuz.. i dowan to noe wat hapen why v wil break ..
eu wan noe eu ask her =)
c dao her .. cn hapi . im fong sum ..
haha... so v 2 nt reli long
bt memories is wat v stil nid ..
mayb makna i reli mature ?
kakak... stil dou gei lar ah sou =.= .. my ah sou .. c me sad n hapi ..
bt she say me mature reli much ..
duno true mou ..
I STRICT FOR EXCELLENT =) teacher tell de .. XD

HAK DOU me 2day !!
walao .. MY MUM CUM TO SCH
*skip*


ok lar ..
i wan BUY hp liaw XD hapi sei me ..
bt duno my FATHER giv mou ..
dun giv oso giv de lar XD

haha..


OK LAR


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remember me in eur heart =) tats enuf ^^


NIICK

I felt

AKU DAH SANGAT PENAT . .
AKU BUKAN SENANG ..

I TIRED ..
I NT RELI FREE..

I JST FELT 1 TING IN MY HEART..
WHY DO EU NID TO DO LIK TIS..

MUMMY ... I RELI DOWAN ..
BT IS BCUZ .. I RELI NO MOOD ..

I DIN CRY ?!!
ONI RAIN DROP ..

WHY DO EU ALL NID SAY ME TIL I RELI DAMN SAD ..
IM NT K ?!...
EVEN THOUGH EU LEAVE ME ..
I WNT MAKE MYSELF LIK TIS..
IS BCUZ LAZ TIME I CRIED..
NW I WNT..

IF EU CUM BAK TO MYSIDE.. I WIL WAIT EU ..


NW I RELI NT HAPI ...

EU WNT C DAO MY EYES ZHONG

JST C DAO ME BLUR ! N SAD



FRM NIICK




JST HOPE EU HAPI !













TATS ALL

^^...

eu all .
no nid to care ..
i adi noe wat de reason ...
i yi wei ..
v cn long together..
Niick .. eu tink so far for wat?
is not worth..
i adi tell myself..
all long time .
is jst not worth ..
all imagine..
jst not worth ..
Love is jst illusion ..

i zhu you.. heng fuk ..





EVERY TING END


HOPE EU HAPI EVERY DAY ..





NiiCk

MINUS.. HATEFULL
DESERVE ..CRIMES
SUCESSFUL.. FAILURE
LOSER .. WINNER


DIED















NIICKZAI

=.=~

kiki .. eu go die lar ..

i dowan b ngap liaw lar. .
haiix..
make me reli reli wan kill .








new pic goin to post soon..


NiiCk

=)

2day ..
i din go sch .
sorli se..
let eu alone in de claz =)
no ppl wil beat eu or sing k to eu .. all 38 wif eu ...
bt all eur fren in de claz =) eu oso wil hapi rite ? =)
2day .. i so san fu ..
get up
de whole body lik tired..
thn stand up
cn stand =)
bt .. lik lazy mood .. .
i wake up today ..
yesterday .. i dream about my baby ..
i wake up today ..
i dream about our past..
you will don't know .
why i so miss you ..
oo baby..
you only will make me smile when i'm sad.
girls please.. listen up ..
i had a girl friend .. that i'm always dream about ..
she is the most precious treasure to me for my heart
oo baby .. i love you ..
my heart's beat a little ..
just to know ..
my heart hurt's now ..

even though is a lil for me
even though eu are not here rite now ..
i re-read again eur blog ..
de tittle -Just for you-
i felt some ting really hurt me .
all i noe ..
i reli miiz eu ..
do eu miz me ?
i jst felt my heart nw hurting ..
im silly ..
i noe ..
i jst wan make eu feel at home ..
i noe im nt perfect for any 1 ..
i jst wan to b perfect for eur heart =)..
i smile n cherish ..
wat i hav nw...
wat i hav nw ..
is eu ..
pls dun let me alone..
or fall again to de dark hole again ...
i jst missing eu nw .. =)

i siick ..
sorli ..
nw less drink water == ...
haha...
hope my mummy (xin yi) wil perfect recover =)
why oo ..
de wether wan dui me lik tis...
lucky march til 3..
if nt
i reli pengsan
XD
i talkin bout tuesday .. XD
haha..
okay nar..
post blog again tonite..
wat wil hapen ..


=)


recover soon .

all i noe .. i jst reli miz eu

2day .. 24/02/09

i whole day speechless..
i duno why ..
whn my fren call my hse..
she say ask me why i cried tat time ..
i duno hw to ans her..
i duno hw to tell her ..
is bcuz ..
i reli miz her n is bcuz of family .. =( ...
haiix.. den i cry n cry ..
zhong dao .. == ..
haiix.. i felt i wan to find her..
bt .. i cnt =( ..
i din ask her ..
she dun hav her own hp nw .
cuz she using old de..
so .. no battery faz =(
me .. useless... no own hp ..
my fren hp oso i kena giv my mum rampas =( ..
i reli sad lar.. bt ..i nt yet mature.. =)..
i noe..
haiix.. i tink is my prob ..
ya ..
is my prob ..
i jst miz eu ..
laz time .. v every time oso keng sch prob lar tis lar tat lar..
haiix.. nw nt even keng dao any ting .. nt even 3min.. close le..
she nt free.. haiix.....
i whole day reli sick ..
hope eu wil hav free time c my blog =) ..

haiix.. i duno why i wil sad is bcuz eu put jh num 3..
it does matter to me ..
eu duno oni ..

25/02/09 ..

2ml is ke bday ..
i noe ... eu all hate her..
bt .. she oso my jie ..
oni tink is ex jie ..
gua ..
c she put down kim ..
i oso feel okay abit for kim ..

i 2day ..
kena rain..
go jusco meet my mum == .~
whole body wet. .
no ppl tem me ..
no ppl sayang me ..
lik laz time ..
suan le..
i oso noe jor ..
i noe i useless. .
1 hp oso cnt buy yet..
duno why i b human til so set bai ?
haiix ..
eu all gud le..
cn sms wif eur lp til shuang ...
me n her..
moody . n nt free every time ..
i call her..
few min..
buai ..
nt even 3min...
i thought i call her .
cn find more time to contact..
mayb eur fren cn ..
i cnt..
i noe is me ..
i noe me is damn ..
i get it..
my rain drop again ..
duno why .. nw de feeling is nt lik ytd..
mayb ..
is call sad ...
mayb is call .. set bai ? ..

1day ...
eu wil noe ..
why i kip say on lik tis ..
mayb ..
i wil try to b hapi ..
hey .. i say those tings to eu al ..
i reli do de eu noe ?...

all i noe ..
i jst reli miz eu ..
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me
why’d you have to
go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m
officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/uX ]
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would
call me right now
So that I could get
through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to
say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just
get over you baby
But I see that’s
something I just
can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

i deserve a challenge =)

haha..
im damn hapi ..
i serve a challenge frm ppl ..
gila de me ..

ppl say = so hai ..
i say = hai so
ppl say = diu
i say = hiu ==

stupid bt meaningfull XD

lolx..
i create a poem for ppl i love =)

whn de rest of de days..
im not here
im wan eu to miss me tat eu din miz me b4..
all ocean is blur n white .. or even more colourfull
bt eu r my perfect colour in my life ..
whn eu say eu miz me
i dun k n i dun hear..
is bcuz my heart adi noe eu miz me til so long ..
love never wanted me ..
bt i wanted eu is moz...
hw i love eu eu wil never noe ..
is bcuz .. i love de eu is 100% eu adi noe ..
fall from de rain
fall from de sky ..
hw i miz eu

eu reli duno ..


NiiCk =) b true

so what ?

jst making me more hurt
i reli duno
damn sienz lar 2day --
my 2 sui po kip on saying me
say me til me verli shy
yer..
gt ppl call me bao bei --
so damn lang ..
sumore i duno

in de brain ..
i oni tink wat hapen
her fs ..
put me laz
nvm ..
i dun k ..
i nw din put ..
frm tat time
i saw
she put JH de 3rd.
i damn hate is him
why ?
is bcuz
he pei si de tb
n i dun lik
i jst dowan tink so luan
eu angry
i duno
eu hate
i duno
eu lik
i duno
evry ting chg ?
yes
chg is bcuz ?
i duno
i reli felt wana die
wana cut ..
i cut my life more better
i noe me bad
jst i dun feel better nw =(
jst tel myself
i hate my life nw .
stress , unhapi , felt die-ing , felt every ting

my eyes zhong nw ..
1 n a half days ..

dun ai mei wif any more .
i dun lik ..




frm now on ..
NiiCk is EY ...

damn sad .. dissapointed

haix
diao ..
tis gal
HAK GEI
mou zi gak say me ..
she dun noe me damn long
say dao me Flower heart

No hp use
dissapointed
i wish wat they had nw
they cn sell it
i dowan chai thm so much
N I WIL LATE CUM BAK HOME
no hp use
DAMN HATE
haiix
u noe
i so hate it de feel nw
talk so much in sms
make me cn hope eu buy for me
bt
cum bak
nothing eu bought for me
eu alwys giv ppl gt hope
bt eu alwys dun doo
i sum time regret
why i cum bak
i do so many gud tings
I SO OBIDIENT lik laz time
nothing special giv to me
i so dissapointed
wat oso i cnt hav
WAT OSO SAY NO MONEY
ask eu all
i wan go out work
eu dun let
EU DUN ALWYS GIV ME SO GEK SUM
i dun do rite tings
EU SAY DAO ME LIK I GT WRONG
wat oso eu all hope
ME JST 1 HOPE
dun hav
EU DOWAN BUY
thn DUN BUY
i sendiri BUY
I OSO DAMN DISSAPOINTED EU
is bcuz eu giv me n my bro ALWYS HOPE
bt WAT EU HAV
eu oso dowan to do
IS BCUZ I LI JIA QU ZHOU
THN oni eu buy me a lap top
i DAMN HATE EU
eu say UPSR all pass
THN EU Buy me Lap Top
1 year - 1 year =2 years
ONI EU BUY
eu noe me de person
I DUN WAIT
eu jst evry time dissapoint me
BT NT EU
so damn fan nw
eu jst + fan for me
N PLUS HURT FOR ME
cum bak
JST DIAM
nt lik laz time
CUM BAK GT surprise
I GETTING older EU getting me hurting
sum time
i duno i wan cum bak for wat
i jst feel regret
i die more gud thn live
die no nid ting
de feeling nw is so HATE DISSAPOINTED
I HATE THOSE FEELING
I GO BAK WAT TIME EU ALL WIL DUNO
EU ALL CNT FIND ME
i MORE HAPI
....
bt .. I cnt sms her ..
i cnt .. !!SO SAD NW

NiiCk

I still remember ..

2day .. cum bak reli tired cuz .. marching + go yam cha wif frens .. haha.. ya .. 2day i damn yam n ham.. i oso noe . cum bak .. bu tong le .. cum bak .. oni noe . sad sad sad sad .. my frens all call me go club .. i oso no energy to go .. n i dowan to go .. i promiz liaw le .. i muz do.. cum bak .. oni noe wat is sad .. ?? .. all love is jst fake my frens say .. all also not worth .. why muz put down so dip ? .. she say .. she tell me .. she scold me .. why me muz bcum tb .. why eu cnnt bcum a normal gal bak .. i freaking hurt .. bt .. i xi guan .. i tell eu wat i xi guan ..

1 .. hurt
2 .. sad
3 .. broken heart
4 .. betray
5 .. just oni bcum toy ..

i oni noe wat is love . ? .. she say .. eu oni love her bt nt others .. eu forgt us ? ..

complicated ..

*SKIP *

wat oso duno .. cn jst shut up ? eu oni noe hw to scold me .. i freaking diam .. i no dare tell eu why cnt eu jst listen to me ..

she say .. she cnt belive her own bf .. i oso nvm .. i memang xi guan ..

2.1.09 .. i drunk time ..
duno until whn i stop ..

falling tears..
i cnt save eu ..
i dun hav de strength ..
im sorli ..

18.02.09 My sad day ..

翻著我們的照片 想念若隱若現
Flipping through our photographs, thoughts of [you] are visible yet invisible

去年的冬天 我們笑得很甜
Last year's winter, we laughed very sweetly

看著妳哭泣的臉, 對著我說再見
Watching your tearstained face, telling me goodbye

來不及聽見　妳已走得很遠
[I] have yet to hear it when you've already walked so far

也許妳已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
Perhaps you have already given up on me, perhaps it is already very difficult to turn back

我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我
I know it's all my fault, please give me another reason, say you don't love me



就算是我不懂　能不能原諒我
Even if I don't understand, can [you] forgive me?

請不要把分手當作妳的請求
Please don't use parting (breakup) as your request

我知道堅持要走 是妳受傷的藉口
I know wanting to go is your wound's excuse

請妳回頭　我會陪妳一直走到最後
[Can] you please turn back, I will accompany you until the very end



就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受
Even if there is no conclusion, I can still endure

我知道妳的痛　是我給的承諾
I know your pain is the promise I gave

妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容
You said [you] gave me tolerance, and silence was because of acceptance

如果要走　請妳記得我　如果難過　請妳忘了我
If [you] want to go, please remember me, if [you] feel sad, please forget me



Tell me eu love me now ..

tell me nvr end ..

tell me oo ..

i wait for eu til de end ..

baby i love eu ..

pls dun leave me alone..

i cn get wat i hav nw ..

i cn share wif eu ..

i love eu now ..

i love eu forever ..

oo baby ..

pls dun leave me alone ..

Only for my ex n my lao po ~

i will love her 1 more time ..
bt de time past by..
eu hurt me more n more ..
hw could i forgt over memories lik tis ?
eu hurt me . eu scold me . eu treat me hw ? .
eu jst noe wat is wat eu wan ..
i nt reali wan eu lik tis
for tat time
i cry .
i cry for ?
eu reli wan to noe ?
tat time eu said . if i wil been a better gal .. i wil hav a better bf ..
i jst kept quiet
bt my heart was pain
i treat eu nw ..
is adi gud ..
i nt lik eu ..
eu make me hw eu wil noe ..
tis story i nvr tell any 1 ..
n i nvr say eur bad tings ..
until eu find me bak ..
i reli reli hapi ..
seems eu regret ..
why ?
no ppl wan eu ?
now oni eu felt our love nvr wil stop ?
did i tell eu ..
every single word..
eu said eu und ..
bt wat do eu und ?
my words is precious to me
do eu noe tat ?
hw single do eu ?
hw do eu felt whn im alone
n giv eu hurt ?
hw do eu felt i cried tat time
jst lik tis ..
eu pretend eu r nt here ..
i hope
eu learn wat is HURT N LONELYNES
n eu noe wat ..
tat time ..
i damn stupid
i said ' i wan eu bak pls.'
i stil remember
bt eu said ' i nvr wan eu bak '
does it hurt eu ?
my fren was wrong bout eu too ..
Bibi even ask eu
why do eu love rich man damn much
whn de person gud is right infrnt of eu
n . BIBI din tell me wat eu reply ..
I STIL REMEMBER
every single DAMN WORD
is bcuz i too love eu le ..
is bcuz i nvm wan tis to hapen ..
bt i feel hapi ..
i nvm felt lonely again ..
TATS ALL !

lao po ..
eu ask me ..
do i love her nw ? eu ask me answ honestly
i say ya.. laz time .. bt nw no .
i nvr wan her ..
n i nvr love her any more..
baoo beii ..
i hope eu nvr leave me ..
i noe i nt leng zaii * tis true de dun angry me *
i noe eu gt so many ppl kao * in sch *
bt i nvr jlous cuz .. i gt too XD ..
whn v 2 alwys argue bout j n eu ..
is bcuz i reli jlous ..
n hate her ..
eu noe de ..
ppl hw say eu oso i nvm ..
bt i trust eu ..
i told eu
i hav a surprise for eu ..
i plan reli long liaw ..
bt .. tat day i cnt out ..
cnt pui eu ..
bt i noe eu wil sad ..
so .. i re-plan guo ..
n i hope eu wil hapi ..
i nvr ownself do a present for my gf b4 ..
tis is de 1st time ..
bao beii ...
dun over train eurself ar ...
stay bak for bsb training oso muz k eur health ..
lik lg ..
alwys train ..
alwys sick ..
lg reli hard working =P perasan ..
any way .. PMR oso wil cum ..
hope wil past faz ..
every time v argue ..
i oso wil cry .. i duno why ..
mayb wil hurt ..
mayb wil nt ..
sum time .. i duno why a lil bit ting oso wil scare ..
bt sum time wil nt ..
i wan ask eu sum time ..
eu zap guan wif younger thn eu de bf ?
or eu nt ..
i try my bst adi de nar ..
sum time i wan ask eu ..
eu love me hw much ?
bt i scare to ask ..
duno why ..
scare eu say me fan gua.. =)
sum time wil ask eu stupid ques..
bt i hav meaning of it..
i hope 1 day ..
i reli cn get eur heart ..
n wil together long time =) ..
tis is me n eu de hope rite mar ? ..
i noe i nt man or rude enuf ..
bt i jst wan to b myself ..
i too gal .. i noe ..
bt i hope eu wil love me for i m ..
i told eu le ..
i love de eu ..
nt eur person ..
bt eur heart ..
tats wat i love de ppl hu they r ..
nt pretending for they wan ..
bt i love de person ..
nt minus bt plus ..
hw many time i say i love eu ..
bt eu wil tink is false de mar ? ?
i reli wan noe ..
whn v argue ..
i alwys tink ..
isit end nw ?
i hope wil nt ..
i hope eu wnt say ' v break ba.. ' or say ' v bcum frens bak ba..'
tats it wat i so hope ..
ya . i cn admit..
i walk so si mun .. act so si mun ..
nt lik a tb ..
do eu mind mar ? if im lik tat kind of person ..
every time .. i say i wn ask eu sum ting ..
eu wil jue de me fan mar ?
i hope nt =( ..
hw long v wil laz..
i hope wil nvr end ..
sum time .. eu dun lik me to do de tings eu dun lik ..
pls say .. mayb .. i cn chg ?
i noe i damn xiao qi ..
i noe i damn gal ..
bt .. do eu love me ?
i hope so =) ..

My love . Ciara
My Love"

[adlibs]
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh

[verse I]
I ride like a soldier
Put nothing before ya
Anything you ask
I'll be right there to do it
But if I react you tell me to relax
Too late to take it back
Cause boy you put me through it

[pre hook]
This circular motion is all we do
I'm so sick of going back and forth with you
You should have been happy to have me
You said you wanted to have some kids build a family
(Now I)
Wish it wasn't true
It's killing me to do
What I gotta do
The problem here is you
Ain't nobody new not even my crew
Could take the place of you
The problem here is you

[hook]
Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love

[verse II]
Kick it with ya friends (go)
Go out with other chicks (go)
Be all up in the mix (go)
You got the right to do it
You wanna be a pimp
Be treated like a prince
Go 'head and click the switch
Cause now you got ya crown back

[pre hook]
This circular motion is all we do
I'm so sick of going back and forth with you
You should have been happy to have me
You said you wanted to have some kids build a family
(now I)
Wish it wasn't true
It's killing me to do
What I gotta do
The problem here is you
Ain't nobody new not even my crew
Could take the place of you
The problem here is you

[hook]
Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love

[breakdown]
My hugs (and)
My kisses
You know you're gonna miss it
And while you're tripping on the love we could have had
I'm moving on
I got to (and)
Ain't no looking back

[hook]
Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love
Boy you had a keeper, didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love

[adlibs]
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh

See boy
You had a keeper
But you didn't know
How to treat her

hope eu like her songs XD

Is it true ?

Laz year 13/09/08

yu dou accident.. kepala almst picah
Fight..

tis year 08 / 02 / 09

ppl keng sou ..
me too ..
fight..
hand .. pain


i jue de i alone dang all de tings more nice..
i jue de . i alone do all ting .. more nice
i jue de i alone cry more nice..

she kap my phn .. whn i wan explain

she say wait later i find eu tell eu ..

all ting .. i wnt wait. .

if i wait..

i wnt listen to eu


me ..

faz com


faz go ..


i angry de shi hou

hu wil k me ?


i sad de shi hou


eu jst an wei me .



i nid eu all de shi hou ..


mana eu ? ..


i wan eu all CAL ME de shi hou ..


no body will ....



fight against me ..


FIGHT AGAINST LONELY



FIGHT AGAINST SADNESS
















im a GAL

















SO DAMN EU ALL BOYS!























GET LOST WAT I WAN














ACCOMPLISH MY DREAM














No money no talk












gt money gt duck ?















i use to tem ppl..



n i will....












i nid eu ..












wher r u ?

Sum time

Sum time i feel i nt ur bf..
sum time i FEEL i lok hurt
SUM TIME I FEEL LIK DIE-ING
SUM TIME I FEEL IM ALONE
SUM TIME I FEEL I WAN TO CRY
SUM TIME I FEEL I WAN GO TO HELL!

SUM TIME I FEEL EU R NT MY GF
SUM TIME I FEEL IM USELESS
SUM TIME I FEEL I NT ANY 1 !!
SUM TIME I FEEL I WAN CUT MYSELF
SUM TIME I FEEL IM NT HUMAN!

Sum time

I ADI XIN KU LAR~!

I ADI TELL EU JOR
I HAD A GF ..
WHY EU STIL WAN KACAU ME ?!
SOT DE LAR EU !
GO DIE LAR !
I ADI ENUF JOR DE LAR
FUCK EU LAR
NO PPL WAN THN CUM FIND ME AR!
WEIII!!
I ADI WAN DIE JOR ..
EU KIP DISTURBING ME
WAT I WAN NW IS MY GF
NT EU
EU CUM CARI ME SO MANY TIME FOR WAT
I SO FAN

xiiao kim..
get well soon..
i noe eu gt high fever..
i din k bout eu..
im sorli..
if i din k eu ...

YA .. IM A TB
SO WAT ?!
I HAV ENUF JST BCUZ EU ALL SAYING ME
IM A TB!!
family
FAMILY IS NT IN MY LIST

PLS
DUN BLACK LIST
I HATE EU

I SO FAN
N .. MY MOOD DAMN NT NICE


><

NiiCk

MY HOPES ?

2/2/ 09 ...

went eat dim sum wif my mum..
kim sms me..
say go my hse ..
1st go lm take her ..
go my hse..
thn .. waited my mum .. WALAOO !!
so damn long she wan pick 1 clothes..
haiiyoo..
she ar..
CUM OUT without buying tings.. == cisin..
thn .. go my hse..
change clothes..
Spray hair..
My mum giv hong bao ..
thn Out..
talking fei hua in my hse..
kim inside summore == ...
thn out ler...
GO tasik selatan ..
after go ther. ..
Lok lik v are lost..
bt ngam ther nar.
XD ..
thn go cross de bridge..
met my Lao Po.. bren ^^..
so v went in to her hse..
nice .. ^^..
so scare of her parents ..
haiiyoo..
lok so scary..
she gt a sister ..
name carmen...
kip on MOLEST me n kim .. haiiyoo..
dupid bren say she lik to stick wif me .. n kim
c dao leng zai sure stick..
lik .. j did...
>< haiix..
y i ti her name sure i wil jlous.. or angry ..
thn .. inside .. her hse..
v nvr do any ting..
jst sit chit chat..
thn do sweet ting..
let kim jlous XD kakakkakakka!!..
bt i quite shy .. so ..
nt even giv gudbye kiss T^T..
i noe bren so sad ..
bt..
i toooooo shy jor ..T^T >< !!!
isshh.
*SKIP* ..
Eat foood.
CNNT EVEN chang toi giok.. ==..
her sis kip on talking whn v r eating haiiyoo..
bt kim since lik her d..
kip on ply wif her.. XD
kim lik her ?XD
thn .. V drink beer...walaO!
damn nice ..
bt at last i go bak home oso drink beer again..
wan finish it..
XD
thn .. haha..
kim wan to cry lik tat .. haix..
bt.
i tink is best ting .. dun ti her name..
thn go bak le..
din giv gudbye kiss lik i say earlier..
im sorli...

3/2/09
NT HAPI..
'MOODY' ..
cuz nt enuf sleep..
lik go sch..
haiix.. NO
>< haiix..
lik i say ..
I LOVE BREN..
SO MIZ HER..

4/2/09
KNOCK dou my head on de chai..
Kip on say bren bren ..
giv my fren zadao .. XD
Marching 'nice' bt tired XD
take bus wif sim eng n her sis .. n frens...
bt 47 cum 1st..
so i naik 1st..
i WISH SE hapi alwys .. wif tat person ^^..
I love bren.
Miz eu bren ..XD
i love my wife..
2day oso moody..
so write blog oso moody =.= wat the..
haiix..
duno lar..

I HATE DE PPL HU JUDGE ME
N DUN C WAT I HATE DE MOZ!
*FAMILY GIVING ME PROBS*!


CIAOZ

hapi n sad comes together ..

30 / 1 / 09

2day .. hang gai wif mk
she wan cum my hse
thn i ask her she wait ar 7-11
thn i bring her up
she cum up thn .. i ask her ply my lap top sin.. chat wif kim
thn kim alwys lik to say bye ..
bt tat time kim .. reli sad .. thn nvm ..
so mk kip on SAYING FAZ FAZ FAZ .. aduiii ..
thn i fai fai go change clothes.. haiiyoo .. wear lik so K sui ..
thn nvm lu...
thn wan go out tat time . giv hong bao to mk ..
giv jor 2 hong bao..
thn go out..
i cadang go walk to LM
since i so fat .. muz exercise..
thn .. MK kip on say dowan mar..
thn .. V 2 so HUNGRY . >< haiiyoo ..
thn v go nearby 7-11 de shop CALL YAM MEE..
went in ..
thn order ..
thn eat whn eat oso say fai fai fai fai fai .. == ..cnt eat peacefully ..
thn neh.. finish jor .. thn go pay . pay jor .. thn M K ask me ..
wn go walk meh ???!!!!
thn i say yes yes yes yes..
thn she saw teksi ..
i say wan go walk or take taxi ..
thn wan go take jor taxi de..
i say dowan..
go walk thn she say ok lor.. haha..
v walk to LM nt veli tired.. okok oni.
on de way to HOT CITY v 2 kip on say TB fat more nice lar..
thn i say no THIN more nice lar..
argue argue thn go TO HOT CITY walao ..
i lik tat place lor.. haha.. cuz ..
i lik de ppl ther.. XD thn go jor..
go ask ppl whether MK cut wat hairstyle nice?
thn KIP ON ASK 1st..
v go C WOODS gt open mou thn pei mei say go GC haiiya GC n WOODs oso diin open thn go bak hot city..
MK say go quick cut thn ask gui whether ok cut ther mou thn gui say ok ..
c hu is de sifu thn bla bla bla.. tink mk hair
thn go SNIPS i say go SNIPS cut more better more feel ok abit MK say
WAN GO PEI HER quick cut .. i say dowan.. she say ok .
oni me go i waited for 2hour oni snips ask her go in mk go quick cut i go snips haha..
thn cut jor My hair more nicer..
bt mk nt suitable to cut short hair She regret i tink XD

On de moment other ting..
bren go ts wif de bf.. hahhahaahah.. im ok lar..
bt i cadang go ply bren.. say i pengsan ..
MK cal de.. XD so .. ok lor.. XD bren .. almst cry.. so sad .. bt mk say..
her sound reli gen jeong plus chong dong.. i so hapi ..
bt i feel regret.. i make her til lik tis..

De same ting in hot city Go bak hot city WAX N SPRAY MK Hair XD 1st is me..
de uncle help her style her hair.. thn cnnt
thn 2nd is her daddy her daddy style her hair nice nice XD so almst time to go for mk she go bak alone cuz nid ready dinner for her family she go bak..

De same ting .. wif bren. i go LM wait bren .. in MCD saw her frens wif her.. bren say . gt 1 india lok at her ..
wear dao so short mar..
LOK UP TIL DOWN DOWN TIL UP i so angry ler..
bt i din giv her face c i angry .. ^^
thn .. her daddy cal her.. say fetch her bak ..
thn ok ler.. her frens oso wan go bak ler..
so i pui her go wong kok ther wait her father.. v take alot picha nt alot.. jst few.


Bren n niiCk ^^


at de nite..
she break wif her bf..
thn she cum b my gf..
i was hapi..
n
i was .. sad .. i lok lik a bad person


LP bren & LG niiCk ^^


I hope i cn b by urside forever..

--- iI LOVE EUu --- eu are de 1 for me

i miz eu bren ..

IS NT DE REASON

I SHUDNT DISTURB EU BA..

I SHUDNT B WAT I WAN

I SHUDNT B GREEDY

I SHUDNT B PRETENDING..

IM TIRED..

WAT IF 1 DAY I DIE?

EU WIL CRY OR EU WIL B HAPI

NW I JST WISH EU


HAPI FOREVER


WAT IF... I HAD A ACCIDENT?

WAT IF.. I WNT B THER ANY MORE??


IM SORLI


I SHUDNT PRETEND..

I SHUDNT SMILE ..

I SHUDNT B MYSELF


I SHUDNT B


I REGRET NW..

I REGRET TAT I PRETEND..


I HATE DE FEELING NW..

I HATE WAT I WAN NW..

I SHUDNT B


I SHUDNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

get drunk easily ><

tat day .. wif my couzin they all drink anchor.. + galsberg >< haiiyo
drunk dao me ...
call xiiao kim gor ..
crying on de phn

let me tell eu
wat i wan do tat for

i wan to get my thoughts out

NiiCk

No body will understand what my hearts says..

bren has a bf nw..
she duno i hurt ..
she duno y i sad..
i tell her..
is nt her fault..
is bcuz all de past
i jst simpan dalam hati
i din do any ting ..
so
is quite sure..
im already dead..
i hope she hapi..
i make her worri bout me..
sum time..
i oso love eu..
bt..
i tried to avoid eu frm now on..
i drunk tat time..
i quite clear.
wat i say..
sum time..
eu make me reli sad..
whn i saw eu reply my msg..
even eu love him.
i tell eu de 1 ting..
i nvr .. try to kill myself.
bt...
i wnt bcuz of eu..
try to kill myself...
whn i talk to kim..
is true.. i love eu..
bt..
i wil put on end of it..
i wil make myself clear..
i wil make myself to forgt eu..
i will pray for eur hapiness..
i wil pray for eur health
i wil make myself..
nt appearing infrn of eu..

My world..
is reli simple..
black n white..
no colours..
i hope..
eu wil und y ..
i wan say tis..

1 day..
my ex call me
she say.
niiCk.. are eu OK ?!
i say...
ya.. y?
she say..
i heard eu giv ppl hurt..
hu isiit??
de 1 hu say tis. ting to me.. is de 1 hu hurt me..
she wan to noe y i so sad..
n she duno is her...
i man man adi noe..
my heart..
is dead..

i reli feel tat .. im jst a toy.. sum time..
i dowan ply wif eu.. bt eu force too
whn i wan to ply..eu all jst disepear..
n hu is de 1 r my true fren..?

i have my bst fren..
n she say is reli nice to me..
i reli wan to tell her.. she is 1 of my family..
whn im in de darkest hole..
she is de light..
hu shine my way bak..
i fall in love wif her 1 day..
bt de next day..
i tell my self..
she is jst my bst fren..
another day later..
i hope she wnt forgt me..
she is nice..
reli nice..
bt .. i reli hope..
she wil noe y i say lik tis to her..
i wan her to noe..
she is my bstest fren in de world..
bt .. she wil noe ma?..
i hope she cn hear me..
oh god..
i fall again..
another year.
she bcum noty..
well..
in de msn .. i tell her de truth..
if she wan b gal or boy
i wil support her..
bt..if she bcum gal..
oni i wil support her nt much..
wel..
is bcuz..
if she bcum gal..
she wil b noty
i ask her..
i tell tis to eu..
u muz b hurt rite?
she reply..
en..
i tell her
if u chg..v 2 oso wil get hurt..
im ur best fren bt eu noe i oso hav hurt
bt i jst din say .. bcuz.. i trust eu.. eu wnt so noty..
my trust for eu..
is true..
pls.. dun make me dissapointed..
i dowan b lonely ...

in reality..
i dun hav any much fren..
i tell u de truth..
my heart reli .. hurts...
i wan b by every 1 side..
i wan eu all to b hapi..
i dun k i hurt or wat.
i reli wan eu all hapi..
if eu all hapi..
i oso hapi..
tats is wat i wan.. in reality..

i hope..1 day ..
i die.. i cn c eu all hapi ..
ppl hu love me..
i make dem worry me..
im sori..
bt..
i reali wan my gor..bst fren..fren..family.
hapi..
i tahan so much tear..
bt do eu noe..
i waiting eu to count on..?

NiiCk...

2day..my gor..finally noe me..

my gor.. finally noe hu is me..
my real me..
de 1 .. hu simpan so many rubbish inside heart..
CRY TAHAN SO LONG
WAN CRY BT TAHAN
nw wan cry.. so much cum out..
lik pipe water..
My gor told me..
IF U WAN CRY THN CRY
any ting muz tell me!
dun tahan!
i treat u lik didi..
REAL FAMILY
-tat part.. i adi cry LIK PIPE WATER-

TIS GOR GOR
I TREAT HER LIK MY FAMILY..
REAL FAMILY
de 1 .. hu reli K BOUT Me
MORE BOUT ME
de 1 hu treat me REAL DIDI

I KEPT EVERY TING INSIDE MY HEART
I DIN BRING OUT TO EU ALL
MY HEART PAIN
WANTED TO CRY
BT I STOP IT
I SO FAN
U NOE
TIS IS WAT I MEANT
DE 1 HU RELI LOVE ME LIK TRUE FREN
TRUE FAMILY...

I ALWYS TRY TO CUM OUT FRM SADNESS
EU ALL! TREAT ME WAT ?! I DIN EVEN WAN TO SAY
IM A GAL! N IM HEART OF DE MAN
IM A TB
IM STIL YOUNG
I DOWAN DIE SO YOUNG AGE
IM A CHRISTIAN
IM DE 1 HU SEEKING FOR U ALL
GIVIN ME HAPINESS
I DOWAN EU ALL SAD
IS BCUZ MY HEART REALI HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SO PAISEH WIF MY 2ND REAL GOR!
N SO PAISEH FOR MY AIYA LAO PO!
IM!
DE 1
HU IS SAD
DE 1
ONI DE REAL PERSON
HU DAMN SAD BCUZ OF EU ALL
IM DE 1
CRY FOR EU ALL
SIMPAN DALAM HATI
TAK BOLEH KELUAR
KALAU BOLEH
SAYA NAK NGANGIS DALAM

MK I DO RELI LOVE EU
BT WAT U DONE
I TRUSTED U
I HATED EU SO MUCH
BT I TRY TO MAKE IT SOLVE
I DO TRY TO DUN HATE EU
I CNT PRETEND ANY MORE!!!!!!
I HATED EU !!!
DE 1 AND ONLY
DE 1 HU MAKE ME RELI HATE
BT.. NO MORE NW..
I GIV U 1 MORE CHANCES..
AND I FINALLY
IN MSN
I TELL U
I HATED EU SO MUCH
Y!! EU ALWYS MAKE ME WAN TO HATE EU
WHY DO EU GIVING ME SO MUCH HATED ONI ON EU
Y ?????!!!!!!
TIS IS DE REASON...
Y I HATED EU
TIS IS DE REASON
U SHUD NOE BETTER
TIS IS DE REASON
Y I DAMN LOVE EU TAT MOMENT
IS OK NW
I DUN HATE EU
IS BCUZ
I WAN EU TO NOE
IM DE 1
HU SEEKING EU ALL
GIVING URSELF HAPINESS
DIS IS WAT I WAN !
DIS IS WAT I WEAK AT!

XIIAO KE
MY TRUE FEELING
FOR EU
IS
PLS.. DUN HURT KIM ANY MORE
I NOE EU STILL LOVE HER
DUN BLAME HER ANY MORE!!
EU R NT MY JIE .. NW..
BT .. EU DO LOK PRETTY .. SUM TIMES.. EU DUN LOK UGLY FRM INSIDE..
DUN BLAME HER ANYMORE!!
TREAT HER BETTER
PLS!
TIS IS DE LAZ.. N DE FINAL
I WAN TO TELL EU
TIS IS DE REAL HAPINESS
IF U DUN LOVE HER
PLS
DUN HURT HER
B BAK FRENS
DUN MAKE HER ANGRY OR HATED EU

KIM GOR..
SUM TIME I DO ANGRY EU
CUZ
EVERY TIME DE MSG CUM ..
'BYE' TATS ALL
U NOE I SO ANGRY PPL DO TAT?!
EU CRY FOR HER
FOR WAT?!
SHE SO HURT EU
EU NOE..
I CRY FOR EU TOO..
FOR NT LISTENING TO ME
AND SUM TIME EU FEEL LIK SCOLDING ME
AND
EU CRY DAO NGAN ZHONG
EU NOE
I SO WORRIED
EU R LENG ZAI FOR WAT EU ARE!
B CONFIDENCE!
DUN MAKE ME WORRIED EU ANY MORE
I COUNT ON EU EU NOE?!
IF EU FALL
MY TURN TO FALL
ok!

SE..
NW..
ONI I CRY FOR EU..
IF EU DO TAT AGAIN
FREN WIF HER AGAIN
UNTIL
EU CUM BAK DAMN LATE
SMOKE OR OTHER TING
I WIL..
FAN MIN WIF EU..
NO FREN DO..
NW .. EU SHUD NOE..
IM NT SITTING WIF EU..
I DOWAN SAY MANY TING LE..
JST.
WANA C EU WHICH WAY EU CHOOSE..

TATS ALL

BREN..
JST B HAPI..

NiiCk

de day i ran away..

2ml is my bday lu..
haha..
2day .. so many ppl wish me ..
i so hapi..
bt i afraid of 2ml...
duno wat ting will hapen..
i nw writing tis blog..
my face is ... =(..
cuz so sienz...
haha thx for ur wish yar..
i reli hapi ^^..
c u guys noe my bday..
i reli hapi..
hope 2ml u all wil b hapi every day..
tats is my wish..
every 1 healthy alwys..


2day i go to LM..
buy pandu clothes..
tat person say..
no more pandu for my size..
SIAO

thn hw?
hw im goin to face teacher?
tat teacher so fuck de lor..
haix..
nid every wed to wear tat ting..
so more..
i wan buy zhat yiu de ting..
my mum dun let.
wait lar..
im goin to buy!
u no money so ?!
u big ar?
i wan wear thn my wish
u get lost frm me..
yes..
thats hw im weaked ..
so ?..
im nt like u ..
i dowan b lik u ...
mayb..
i tat time 18..
i wan find my own place to stay..
i dowan to live in here..
i dowan c thm..

of all.. i wan b peace..
i dowan to b sad..
i wan run away frm ther..
i dowan ppl sad..
i dowan every 1 sad..
i wan u all b hapi!..

ciaoz~

My heart..is So noisy..

i coudnt recognise nw... de me..
is could be .. so noisy inside..
2day..i finally hav a chance.to say hi to her..
i felt hapi..
de laz ting.. i noe.. i cry for her.. is no use..
................ i stil duno y .. i forgt her..bt my heart is stil love her..
i cried 2day..
whn ever i saw u .. it makes me reli tink of de past..
bt nw i sudenli learn wat u wan .. and wat u wan me to b ..
is hard.. to forgt me or u .. is bcuz v love each other so much...bt.. i alwys thought..
u r cute.. funny... caring.. n kind to every 1..
if u r me.. u wil noe y i so love eu ..
bt..funny answ is..
u nvr love me any more.. and i noe..
2day.. i saw u .. and i say hi..
is hard for me to say ..
bt i push myself..
if u r me.. wat u r goin to do?
u r tb.. n u hav a gal heart... is hard to for me .. to noe n learn frm others..
my wish..is bcuz.. i wan every 1 hapi...
i saw hu sad.. n i wil deff care bout her..
2day.. is my hapi day.. and oso.. i cried... 2 day..
wat so nice bout being hapi..
n not hapi...
my heart feel flowery.
bt..
i dun hav de brain.. to love ... or care others..
i care others..is de for others..to b hapi...
it mayb hard..for me..
bt i stil wan u to treasure over memories laz time..

She Call me (ellen)..
she say.she wif se..
break tat time.. she reli pain in her heart..
wat fuck her do tis to my ex?..
....
do i love her?
i cn feel de pain...
i duno y .. i stil cn treat others my ex lik tis?...
i duno...
i so confuse nw..
do i nid to tm her?...
or.. shudnt..
or mayb say u shudnt be sad..
she gt tell me she love u ..
if she dun love eu.. oso she wnt kao u ?..

haix...

i cnt even noe..

i duno i shud love her..
bcuz.. i duno y i wan dui her.. so lovely..
i duno y i wan to love her even tis much..
my brain oni tink others..bt nt me.
i wan ppl around me love de same whn i love her so much..
she say..she adi no feel towards me..
fine...
i duno much bout tat..
jst wan her to b hapi..
if ppl kao her..treat her gud..
thn..
i hapi..
i downa ppl hurt her..
or wat..
oni few ppl noe i stil love her..
even my bst fren say gambateh chase her..
i say..
past almst for me about 1 year..
Y I STIL LOVE HER?!
even SHE SAY BREAK DE LAZ
WAT DE FUCK..
SHE DUI ME lik tis..
i stil love her?
de ans..
is..i duno..
She steal my heart..
wat else i noe is..
im nt loving her ..
bt...
my heart stil gt her..
i DUI ellen ''mm jue''
i DUI Xiao mao.. oso ..
i DUI MYSELF ''MM JUE''
i tell myself..
i dun love her any more..
bt y i stil wan lik tis?
is bcuz of wat?
WAT MAKES me so love her?
cn i noe?
haix..
past jiu past..
cnnt say anyting de lar..
m i crazy?
if im crazy..
y i stil wan love her?
DE ANS..adi tell..
bt..
cnnt say..
i been through bad year..
if u duno my heart is burning..
Haix..
haix..

LIEW JING YI.. MY HEART STIL GT U ..

she oso duno..
NiiCk

2day..wat a sunny day..

i wan her to noe..
if she reli wan b tb..
thn she do ba...
i dowan tink so many ler..
i lik u is bcuz i dun hav any reason to love sum 1..
and..de reason y ... i mad at u is bcuz..
i dowan u to misund me..
i jst want u to do wat ever u lik..

now gud ner..
out of de group ler.
so wat?
haix...
de whole day..
fan fan fan fan fan tis word..cum out every day..
Pmr adi gou fan ..
sum more fren fan..
i n her de ting oso fan..

2day..
tat gal JE ..
veli gud ar...
v jst plying.
whn my fren say bout those word..
i jst say 'ooooXD '
thn she say ' slap gao u oni u noe ' - funny tone..
thn i bu shuang jor..
whole time i bang books bang pen bang every ting i gt..
my fren oso ask me dowan b lik tis..
haix..
U WAN ME DO WAT?! i hate gao her i bu shuang her.
i noe she gt many ppl lik gao her.
don b so lan c cn mou?
==||
gt ppl say me Cute or leng zai..
i LC ppl mou?!
mother puki..
==

2day ..
whole day kena my fren..
haha.
i so careless..
thn i jst say sorli..

i hope 2ml wil b better thn 2day..
haix..
if i dun angry her..
i duno i wil oso lik her..
cuz.
i love my ex damn dip
so..
i duno y ..
i love de ppl oso no feeling de..
haix...

regret love her..
nw fren oso cnnt doo..
haix..
thx to So many fren..
i cn hapi ..
bt nt every day..
i dowan tink her
dowan love her..

thx all ..
i wan my fren..
hapi..

Treasure frenship or Family ship..
SE
XiiaO Kim
Karen
Michelle..
Chyrel
Pui Pui
Mei kee..

Love eu all..
even though im nt lik tb sum time..
bt u all stil treat me gud..
thx..^^


NiiCk

Up Till Now..

ytd .. go out wif kim , karen n Kinno..
walao .. so hapi man..
bt.. kim whole day cnnt lough..
gt lough..bt i cn c de tipu lough..
at 1st..i duno hu is karen..i gt c her fs..
bt i duno in real life lar..XD
haha..
kim say..she nid to make up .. 1 hour..
walao .. siao!..
bt at laz..she came oso..
haha..she pretty ^^.. prettier frm de pic..
so..every 1 .. wait wait .. thn ply ply..thn go sum wher..yam cha.. oni
me n karen yam cha.. others all sit ther..
thn take pic pic SO MANY..
bt..u c...
fs oni gt 2 new pic XD..
take jor thn yung sui delete! WALAO. XD
thn..ok lu..kinno take karen home..
i n Kim go take bus 62 together..thn stop in LM.. i go n LM find Family..
she stop in LM go other side take other bus or taxi..
thn..bak home ler..

de problems..begin...ppl crying..
me..
kim..
karen..
xiao ke..

cry..
haix..
kim bcuz of ke.cry.
thn .. bcuz of thm 2 hurting each other so fan things cry..
karen bcuz of KIN n KIm.. cry..
KE bcuz of kim dowan to pak tor bak cry..

haix...
i so fan..
i kip on say tings..more gt tulang de..
haix..
nw.
until nw din even hav smile on my face..

i reli lik KIM ..has my gor de..
bt..
haix..
she veli sad..

NiiCk

hope 2ml..i dowan hav BST FREn prob..

Hopes but not me

if u ever love me.. y dun u tell me?
dun alwys wan run frm me.
u noe..i reli wan u to talk to me..
i feel so hurt.and sad..
jst to tell me u love me..
bt at de heart..u stil love me mar?
i dowan to meet any 1..
i jst wan u to talk to me 1 more time..
i love u ..frm very begining
i love u more thn u do..
so pls..
talk to me..

Baby Girl

i 2day..start sch le..
damn tired..
so bored..
so unlucky..go to sch..giv ppl catch my hair..
summore bring lighter go sch..and .. forgt bring bak..
scare scare teacher will catch me...
haiya..after sch.. i go bak home..get ready..1hour to prepare..go LM find michelle n chyrel..
they 2 ar.. haiya.. i duno wat to say lar...1..chyrel gt bf..here do all cold stuff let me c...
thn 2.. michelle..say to me..that she will oni kap leng zai tb... oni make me oni.. i so xin tam jor..
duno y so xin tam lor..jst hear this things..i adi sot gao liaw... duno y ...
mayb i hav lil bit feeling for her gua..i duno..
thn i go round LM .. i dowan go bak de..i dun feel wan go bak... cuz i walk wif michelle mm hang go bak.. early...


saw dao my mum in Giant lm.. ponteng kerja..dowan let me noe..suan lar.. i catch her..hahah..

so .. go round wif her.. thn.. go bak..

CUM BAK..WALAO

TIRED DAO ME...SUMMORE WALK BAK HOME! ><.. 2day muz sleep early..

2ml start study.. PMR tis year..

MY BAD LUCK year...

LALALALALA~ BY SE7EN

IF U R MY BST FREN . Y SHUD U HIDE THINGS FRM ME?! i hate de ppl .. i noe veli well . hide things frm me.. i nt important thn sudah lar! u chg jor u noe mou! every time u wan help thm suan lar. i help jor u damn lot been dangerous times wif u damn lot! u treat me hw?! i so pain u noe in de heart. i duno wat wrong wif u all . every time wan me b de dog of yrs ar?im sorli man.. i noe u gt so many ppl chang ! i noe u power lar! i damn hate why u ask thn say nothing! i treat u gud for nothing! tis whole year 2008 is my hapi day wif my best fren.nw sudenli turns out. u wan say nothing in return! im sorli man ! i dun dang zhe u r my bst fren lor. if u reli wan b my bst fren le hua thn u shud tell me wat hapen ! I HATE U NOE! i nvr wan blive u nw..nvr.. u noe nw i trusted u so much. u wan ask tis. hw?.. i damn confuse. parents ask u stay at home lar. u dowan. wn go out.say so sienz. thn hw bout me?ok lar. nw u wan take de place laz time i been true thn SERVE ur SELF . dun cum begging me wat to do! is ur choice k?! OK MOU! laz time i wif u de times HAZ BEST FREN SO MANY PPL NOE. nw gud lar.. i soooooooooooo wan to say thx u ! make me relize..i cnnt trust ppl.. i so sad. u noe mar? whn ppl start saying me wat tis wat tat. u help me.. whn ppl say ur bad things i help u .. nw.. in return u jst wan go out.. cnnt stay at home de meh?i noe nw i shudnt hav best fren. i tahan jor so many time.nw i dowan say any thing jor.. I SUAN jor u .. I Fong hei jor. i dowan talk bout u any more.. i reli hate those time wif u nw.!