2day .. ^^

2day .. i reli damn HAPI
walao ..
1st time break .. de day ..
i oso cn get myself til cn fuck ppl ..
N wnt like toooooooo lockup..
haiix...
nw i noe wat is my 'heng chui'
BAKE BREAD N DO 'milk shake drink'
walao 2day ..
huh ... CN dapat keng sum xi wif my Bst fren
cuz v 2 long time din keng ..
so hapi =) ..
bt she ask me go her hse ..
i duno cn go mou .
nid to ask =) .
im guai zai ..
2nite PLU man ... =.=
cnt even wan to go for merantas desa !
bt i muz BI myself
dowan to minus jor..haiiyo...
thn 2ml run WIF cai yee !!
kakaka !!
so funny de lar 2day ..
marching marching
bt oso dun hav ==
no ppl wan stay ..
thn nvm lor ...
cn KENG GAI wif suet wen ..
my 1st time talk wif her Love prob ..
she oso lik me . haiix... alwys giv gal dump 1st ==
cham dou sei ..
haha..
THN 2day NITE GO PLU
HIGH HIGH
my aiya LAO PO
long TIME No c THM PEK JIU WIF ME
== ALL PPL CALL ME SEII NGAP ZAI
bt soon they wnt c dao me de lar .. suan lar.. ==
they all gt hope plus wan work .. 1 of de gal wan married tim..cuz she gt baby pregnant..
haha..
so damn serious .. 1s time giv ppl fu hin me til SO geng !!
my MAO MAO .! tat stupid IDIOT lao po == ..
hehe.. eu gues she how old ?older thn me .. haiiyo.. i so hapi .. hapi til dowan go bak home..
Hahaha.. talk wif zi jiun bout my past
talk wif SE bout wat hapen .. bout her past
talk wif cai yee her past n mind =)
talk wif suet wen bout my past n hers =)
n talk to jov jov n yin yin ^^..
walao .. SO HAPI XD ... bt.. all hapi is worth ?


tis morning..
i reli no mood..
i tink jor de lar..
if wan find gf..
nid to find truely love n treasure me .. over relationship =)
bt .. nt tis time lar.. =) ..
is bcuz.. i dowan to noe wat hapen why v wil break ..
eu wan noe eu ask her =)
c dao her .. cn hapi . im fong sum ..
haha... so v 2 nt reli long
bt memories is wat v stil nid ..
mayb makna i reli mature ?
kakak... stil dou gei lar ah sou =.= .. my ah sou .. c me sad n hapi ..
bt she say me mature reli much ..
duno true mou ..
I STRICT FOR EXCELLENT =) teacher tell de .. XD

HAK DOU me 2day !!
walao .. MY MUM CUM TO SCH
*skip*


ok lar ..
i wan BUY hp liaw XD hapi sei me ..
bt duno my FATHER giv mou ..
dun giv oso giv de lar XD

haha..


OK LAR


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remember me in eur heart =) tats enuf ^^


NIICK

I felt

AKU DAH SANGAT PENAT . .
AKU BUKAN SENANG ..

I TIRED ..
I NT RELI FREE..

I JST FELT 1 TING IN MY HEART..
WHY DO EU NID TO DO LIK TIS..

MUMMY ... I RELI DOWAN ..
BT IS BCUZ .. I RELI NO MOOD ..

I DIN CRY ?!!
ONI RAIN DROP ..

WHY DO EU ALL NID SAY ME TIL I RELI DAMN SAD ..
IM NT K ?!...
EVEN THOUGH EU LEAVE ME ..
I WNT MAKE MYSELF LIK TIS..
IS BCUZ LAZ TIME I CRIED..
NW I WNT..

IF EU CUM BAK TO MYSIDE.. I WIL WAIT EU ..


NW I RELI NT HAPI ...

EU WNT C DAO MY EYES ZHONG

JST C DAO ME BLUR ! N SAD



FRM NIICK




JST HOPE EU HAPI !













TATS ALL

^^...

eu all .
no nid to care ..
i adi noe wat de reason ...
i yi wei ..
v cn long together..
Niick .. eu tink so far for wat?
is not worth..
i adi tell myself..
all long time .
is jst not worth ..
all imagine..
jst not worth ..
Love is jst illusion ..

i zhu you.. heng fuk ..





EVERY TING END


HOPE EU HAPI EVERY DAY ..





NiiCk

MINUS.. HATEFULL
DESERVE ..CRIMES
SUCESSFUL.. FAILURE
LOSER .. WINNER


DIED















NIICKZAI

=.=~

kiki .. eu go die lar ..

i dowan b ngap liaw lar. .
haiix..
make me reli reli wan kill .








new pic goin to post soon..


NiiCk

=)

2day ..
i din go sch .
sorli se..
let eu alone in de claz =)
no ppl wil beat eu or sing k to eu .. all 38 wif eu ...
bt all eur fren in de claz =) eu oso wil hapi rite ? =)
2day .. i so san fu ..
get up
de whole body lik tired..
thn stand up
cn stand =)
bt .. lik lazy mood .. .
i wake up today ..
yesterday .. i dream about my baby ..
i wake up today ..
i dream about our past..
you will don't know .
why i so miss you ..
oo baby..
you only will make me smile when i'm sad.
girls please.. listen up ..
i had a girl friend .. that i'm always dream about ..
she is the most precious treasure to me for my heart
oo baby .. i love you ..
my heart's beat a little ..
just to know ..
my heart hurt's now ..

even though is a lil for me
even though eu are not here rite now ..
i re-read again eur blog ..
de tittle -Just for you-
i felt some ting really hurt me .
all i noe ..
i reli miiz eu ..
do eu miz me ?
i jst felt my heart nw hurting ..
im silly ..
i noe ..
i jst wan make eu feel at home ..
i noe im nt perfect for any 1 ..
i jst wan to b perfect for eur heart =)..
i smile n cherish ..
wat i hav nw...
wat i hav nw ..
is eu ..
pls dun let me alone..
or fall again to de dark hole again ...
i jst missing eu nw .. =)

i siick ..
sorli ..
nw less drink water == ...
haha...
hope my mummy (xin yi) wil perfect recover =)
why oo ..
de wether wan dui me lik tis...
lucky march til 3..
if nt
i reli pengsan
XD
i talkin bout tuesday .. XD
haha..
okay nar..
post blog again tonite..
wat wil hapen ..


=)


recover soon .

all i noe .. i jst reli miz eu

2day .. 24/02/09

i whole day speechless..
i duno why ..
whn my fren call my hse..
she say ask me why i cried tat time ..
i duno hw to ans her..
i duno hw to tell her ..
is bcuz ..
i reli miz her n is bcuz of family .. =( ...
haiix.. den i cry n cry ..
zhong dao .. == ..
haiix.. i felt i wan to find her..
bt .. i cnt =( ..
i din ask her ..
she dun hav her own hp nw .
cuz she using old de..
so .. no battery faz =(
me .. useless... no own hp ..
my fren hp oso i kena giv my mum rampas =( ..
i reli sad lar.. bt ..i nt yet mature.. =)..
i noe..
haiix.. i tink is my prob ..
ya ..
is my prob ..
i jst miz eu ..
laz time .. v every time oso keng sch prob lar tis lar tat lar..
haiix.. nw nt even keng dao any ting .. nt even 3min.. close le..
she nt free.. haiix.....
i whole day reli sick ..
hope eu wil hav free time c my blog =) ..

haiix.. i duno why i wil sad is bcuz eu put jh num 3..
it does matter to me ..
eu duno oni ..

25/02/09 ..

2ml is ke bday ..
i noe ... eu all hate her..
bt .. she oso my jie ..
oni tink is ex jie ..
gua ..
c she put down kim ..
i oso feel okay abit for kim ..

i 2day ..
kena rain..
go jusco meet my mum == .~
whole body wet. .
no ppl tem me ..
no ppl sayang me ..
lik laz time ..
suan le..
i oso noe jor ..
i noe i useless. .
1 hp oso cnt buy yet..
duno why i b human til so set bai ?
haiix ..
eu all gud le..
cn sms wif eur lp til shuang ...
me n her..
moody . n nt free every time ..
i call her..
few min..
buai ..
nt even 3min...
i thought i call her .
cn find more time to contact..
mayb eur fren cn ..
i cnt..
i noe is me ..
i noe me is damn ..
i get it..
my rain drop again ..
duno why .. nw de feeling is nt lik ytd..
mayb ..
is call sad ...
mayb is call .. set bai ? ..

1day ...
eu wil noe ..
why i kip say on lik tis ..
mayb ..
i wil try to b hapi ..
hey .. i say those tings to eu al ..
i reli do de eu noe ?...

all i noe ..
i jst reli miz eu ..
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me
why’d you have to
go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m
officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/uX ]
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would
call me right now
So that I could get
through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to
say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just
get over you baby
But I see that’s
something I just
can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

i deserve a challenge =)

haha..
im damn hapi ..
i serve a challenge frm ppl ..
gila de me ..

ppl say = so hai ..
i say = hai so
ppl say = diu
i say = hiu ==

stupid bt meaningfull XD

lolx..
i create a poem for ppl i love =)

whn de rest of de days..
im not here
im wan eu to miss me tat eu din miz me b4..
all ocean is blur n white .. or even more colourfull
bt eu r my perfect colour in my life ..
whn eu say eu miz me
i dun k n i dun hear..
is bcuz my heart adi noe eu miz me til so long ..
love never wanted me ..
bt i wanted eu is moz...
hw i love eu eu wil never noe ..
is bcuz .. i love de eu is 100% eu adi noe ..
fall from de rain
fall from de sky ..
hw i miz eu

eu reli duno ..


NiiCk =) b true

so what ?

jst making me more hurt
i reli duno
damn sienz lar 2day --
my 2 sui po kip on saying me
say me til me verli shy
yer..
gt ppl call me bao bei --
so damn lang ..
sumore i duno

in de brain ..
i oni tink wat hapen
her fs ..
put me laz
nvm ..
i dun k ..
i nw din put ..
frm tat time
i saw
she put JH de 3rd.
i damn hate is him
why ?
is bcuz
he pei si de tb
n i dun lik
i jst dowan tink so luan
eu angry
i duno
eu hate
i duno
eu lik
i duno
evry ting chg ?
yes
chg is bcuz ?
i duno
i reli felt wana die
wana cut ..
i cut my life more better
i noe me bad
jst i dun feel better nw =(
jst tel myself
i hate my life nw .
stress , unhapi , felt die-ing , felt every ting

my eyes zhong nw ..
1 n a half days ..

dun ai mei wif any more .
i dun lik ..




frm now on ..
NiiCk is EY ...

damn sad .. dissapointed

haix
diao ..
tis gal
HAK GEI
mou zi gak say me ..
she dun noe me damn long
say dao me Flower heart

No hp use
dissapointed
i wish wat they had nw
they cn sell it
i dowan chai thm so much
N I WIL LATE CUM BAK HOME
no hp use
DAMN HATE
haiix
u noe
i so hate it de feel nw
talk so much in sms
make me cn hope eu buy for me
bt
cum bak
nothing eu bought for me
eu alwys giv ppl gt hope
bt eu alwys dun doo
i sum time regret
why i cum bak
i do so many gud tings
I SO OBIDIENT lik laz time
nothing special giv to me
i so dissapointed
wat oso i cnt hav
WAT OSO SAY NO MONEY
ask eu all
i wan go out work
eu dun let
EU DUN ALWYS GIV ME SO GEK SUM
i dun do rite tings
EU SAY DAO ME LIK I GT WRONG
wat oso eu all hope
ME JST 1 HOPE
dun hav
EU DOWAN BUY
thn DUN BUY
i sendiri BUY
I OSO DAMN DISSAPOINTED EU
is bcuz eu giv me n my bro ALWYS HOPE
bt WAT EU HAV
eu oso dowan to do
IS BCUZ I LI JIA QU ZHOU
THN oni eu buy me a lap top
i DAMN HATE EU
eu say UPSR all pass
THN EU Buy me Lap Top
1 year - 1 year =2 years
ONI EU BUY
eu noe me de person
I DUN WAIT
eu jst evry time dissapoint me
BT NT EU
so damn fan nw
eu jst + fan for me
N PLUS HURT FOR ME
cum bak
JST DIAM
nt lik laz time
CUM BAK GT surprise
I GETTING older EU getting me hurting
sum time
i duno i wan cum bak for wat
i jst feel regret
i die more gud thn live
die no nid ting
de feeling nw is so HATE DISSAPOINTED
I HATE THOSE FEELING
I GO BAK WAT TIME EU ALL WIL DUNO
EU ALL CNT FIND ME
i MORE HAPI
....
bt .. I cnt sms her ..
i cnt .. !!SO SAD NW

NiiCk

I still remember ..

2day .. cum bak reli tired cuz .. marching + go yam cha wif frens .. haha.. ya .. 2day i damn yam n ham.. i oso noe . cum bak .. bu tong le .. cum bak .. oni noe . sad sad sad sad .. my frens all call me go club .. i oso no energy to go .. n i dowan to go .. i promiz liaw le .. i muz do.. cum bak .. oni noe wat is sad .. ?? .. all love is jst fake my frens say .. all also not worth .. why muz put down so dip ? .. she say .. she tell me .. she scold me .. why me muz bcum tb .. why eu cnnt bcum a normal gal bak .. i freaking hurt .. bt .. i xi guan .. i tell eu wat i xi guan ..

1 .. hurt
2 .. sad
3 .. broken heart
4 .. betray
5 .. just oni bcum toy ..

i oni noe wat is love . ? .. she say .. eu oni love her bt nt others .. eu forgt us ? ..

complicated ..

*SKIP *

wat oso duno .. cn jst shut up ? eu oni noe hw to scold me .. i freaking diam .. i no dare tell eu why cnt eu jst listen to me ..

she say .. she cnt belive her own bf .. i oso nvm .. i memang xi guan ..

2.1.09 .. i drunk time ..
duno until whn i stop ..

falling tears..
i cnt save eu ..
i dun hav de strength ..
im sorli ..

18.02.09 My sad day ..

翻著我們的照片 想念若隱若現
Flipping through our photographs, thoughts of [you] are visible yet invisible

去年的冬天 我們笑得很甜
Last year's winter, we laughed very sweetly

看著妳哭泣的臉, 對著我說再見
Watching your tearstained face, telling me goodbye

來不及聽見　妳已走得很遠
[I] have yet to hear it when you've already walked so far

也許妳已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
Perhaps you have already given up on me, perhaps it is already very difficult to turn back

我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我
I know it's all my fault, please give me another reason, say you don't love me



就算是我不懂　能不能原諒我
Even if I don't understand, can [you] forgive me?

請不要把分手當作妳的請求
Please don't use parting (breakup) as your request

我知道堅持要走 是妳受傷的藉口
I know wanting to go is your wound's excuse

請妳回頭　我會陪妳一直走到最後
[Can] you please turn back, I will accompany you until the very end



就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受
Even if there is no conclusion, I can still endure

我知道妳的痛　是我給的承諾
I know your pain is the promise I gave

妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容
You said [you] gave me tolerance, and silence was because of acceptance

如果要走　請妳記得我　如果難過　請妳忘了我
If [you] want to go, please remember me, if [you] feel sad, please forget me



Tell me eu love me now ..

tell me nvr end ..

tell me oo ..

i wait for eu til de end ..

baby i love eu ..

pls dun leave me alone..

i cn get wat i hav nw ..

i cn share wif eu ..

i love eu now ..

i love eu forever ..

oo baby ..

pls dun leave me alone ..

Only for my ex n my lao po ~

i will love her 1 more time ..
bt de time past by..
eu hurt me more n more ..
hw could i forgt over memories lik tis ?
eu hurt me . eu scold me . eu treat me hw ? .
eu jst noe wat is wat eu wan ..
i nt reali wan eu lik tis
for tat time
i cry .
i cry for ?
eu reli wan to noe ?
tat time eu said . if i wil been a better gal .. i wil hav a better bf ..
i jst kept quiet
bt my heart was pain
i treat eu nw ..
is adi gud ..
i nt lik eu ..
eu make me hw eu wil noe ..
tis story i nvr tell any 1 ..
n i nvr say eur bad tings ..
until eu find me bak ..
i reli reli hapi ..
seems eu regret ..
why ?
no ppl wan eu ?
now oni eu felt our love nvr wil stop ?
did i tell eu ..
every single word..
eu said eu und ..
bt wat do eu und ?
my words is precious to me
do eu noe tat ?
hw single do eu ?
hw do eu felt whn im alone
n giv eu hurt ?
hw do eu felt i cried tat time
jst lik tis ..
eu pretend eu r nt here ..
i hope
eu learn wat is HURT N LONELYNES
n eu noe wat ..
tat time ..
i damn stupid
i said ' i wan eu bak pls.'
i stil remember
bt eu said ' i nvr wan eu bak '
does it hurt eu ?
my fren was wrong bout eu too ..
Bibi even ask eu
why do eu love rich man damn much
whn de person gud is right infrnt of eu
n . BIBI din tell me wat eu reply ..
I STIL REMEMBER
every single DAMN WORD
is bcuz i too love eu le ..
is bcuz i nvm wan tis to hapen ..
bt i feel hapi ..
i nvm felt lonely again ..
TATS ALL !

lao po ..
eu ask me ..
do i love her nw ? eu ask me answ honestly
i say ya.. laz time .. bt nw no .
i nvr wan her ..
n i nvr love her any more..
baoo beii ..
i hope eu nvr leave me ..
i noe i nt leng zaii * tis true de dun angry me *
i noe eu gt so many ppl kao * in sch *
bt i nvr jlous cuz .. i gt too XD ..
whn v 2 alwys argue bout j n eu ..
is bcuz i reli jlous ..
n hate her ..
eu noe de ..
ppl hw say eu oso i nvm ..
bt i trust eu ..
i told eu
i hav a surprise for eu ..
i plan reli long liaw ..
bt .. tat day i cnt out ..
cnt pui eu ..
bt i noe eu wil sad ..
so .. i re-plan guo ..
n i hope eu wil hapi ..
i nvr ownself do a present for my gf b4 ..
tis is de 1st time ..
bao beii ...
dun over train eurself ar ...
stay bak for bsb training oso muz k eur health ..
lik lg ..
alwys train ..
alwys sick ..
lg reli hard working =P perasan ..
any way .. PMR oso wil cum ..
hope wil past faz ..
every time v argue ..
i oso wil cry .. i duno why ..
mayb wil hurt ..
mayb wil nt ..
sum time .. i duno why a lil bit ting oso wil scare ..
bt sum time wil nt ..
i wan ask eu sum time ..
eu zap guan wif younger thn eu de bf ?
or eu nt ..
i try my bst adi de nar ..
sum time i wan ask eu ..
eu love me hw much ?
bt i scare to ask ..
duno why ..
scare eu say me fan gua.. =)
sum time wil ask eu stupid ques..
bt i hav meaning of it..
i hope 1 day ..
i reli cn get eur heart ..
n wil together long time =) ..
tis is me n eu de hope rite mar ? ..
i noe i nt man or rude enuf ..
bt i jst wan to b myself ..
i too gal .. i noe ..
bt i hope eu wil love me for i m ..
i told eu le ..
i love de eu ..
nt eur person ..
bt eur heart ..
tats wat i love de ppl hu they r ..
nt pretending for they wan ..
bt i love de person ..
nt minus bt plus ..
hw many time i say i love eu ..
bt eu wil tink is false de mar ? ?
i reli wan noe ..
whn v argue ..
i alwys tink ..
isit end nw ?
i hope wil nt ..
i hope eu wnt say ' v break ba.. ' or say ' v bcum frens bak ba..'
tats it wat i so hope ..
ya . i cn admit..
i walk so si mun .. act so si mun ..
nt lik a tb ..
do eu mind mar ? if im lik tat kind of person ..
every time .. i say i wn ask eu sum ting ..
eu wil jue de me fan mar ?
i hope nt =( ..
hw long v wil laz..
i hope wil nvr end ..
sum time .. eu dun lik me to do de tings eu dun lik ..
pls say .. mayb .. i cn chg ?
i noe i damn xiao qi ..
i noe i damn gal ..
bt .. do eu love me ?
i hope so =) ..

My love . Ciara
My Love"

[adlibs]
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh

[verse I]
I ride like a soldier
Put nothing before ya
Anything you ask
I'll be right there to do it
But if I react you tell me to relax
Too late to take it back
Cause boy you put me through it

[pre hook]
This circular motion is all we do
I'm so sick of going back and forth with you
You should have been happy to have me
You said you wanted to have some kids build a family
(Now I)
Wish it wasn't true
It's killing me to do
What I gotta do
The problem here is you
Ain't nobody new not even my crew
Could take the place of you
The problem here is you

[hook]
Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love

[verse II]
Kick it with ya friends (go)
Go out with other chicks (go)
Be all up in the mix (go)
You got the right to do it
You wanna be a pimp
Be treated like a prince
Go 'head and click the switch
Cause now you got ya crown back

[pre hook]
This circular motion is all we do
I'm so sick of going back and forth with you
You should have been happy to have me
You said you wanted to have some kids build a family
(now I)
Wish it wasn't true
It's killing me to do
What I gotta do
The problem here is you
Ain't nobody new not even my crew
Could take the place of you
The problem here is you

[hook]
Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love

[breakdown]
My hugs (and)
My kisses
You know you're gonna miss it
And while you're tripping on the love we could have had
I'm moving on
I got to (and)
Ain't no looking back

[hook]
Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love
Boy you had a keeper, didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love

[adlibs]
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh

See boy
You had a keeper
But you didn't know
How to treat her

hope eu like her songs XD

Is it true ?

Laz year 13/09/08

yu dou accident.. kepala almst picah
Fight..

tis year 08 / 02 / 09

ppl keng sou ..
me too ..
fight..
hand .. pain


i jue de i alone dang all de tings more nice..
i jue de . i alone do all ting .. more nice
i jue de i alone cry more nice..

she kap my phn .. whn i wan explain

she say wait later i find eu tell eu ..

all ting .. i wnt wait. .

if i wait..

i wnt listen to eu


me ..

faz com


faz go ..


i angry de shi hou

hu wil k me ?


i sad de shi hou


eu jst an wei me .



i nid eu all de shi hou ..


mana eu ? ..


i wan eu all CAL ME de shi hou ..


no body will ....



fight against me ..


FIGHT AGAINST LONELY



FIGHT AGAINST SADNESS
















im a GAL

















SO DAMN EU ALL BOYS!























GET LOST WAT I WAN














ACCOMPLISH MY DREAM














No money no talk












gt money gt duck ?















i use to tem ppl..



n i will....












i nid eu ..












wher r u ?

Sum time

Sum time i feel i nt ur bf..
sum time i FEEL i lok hurt
SUM TIME I FEEL LIK DIE-ING
SUM TIME I FEEL IM ALONE
SUM TIME I FEEL I WAN TO CRY
SUM TIME I FEEL I WAN GO TO HELL!

SUM TIME I FEEL EU R NT MY GF
SUM TIME I FEEL IM USELESS
SUM TIME I FEEL I NT ANY 1 !!
SUM TIME I FEEL I WAN CUT MYSELF
SUM TIME I FEEL IM NT HUMAN!

Sum time

I ADI XIN KU LAR~!

I ADI TELL EU JOR
I HAD A GF ..
WHY EU STIL WAN KACAU ME ?!
SOT DE LAR EU !
GO DIE LAR !
I ADI ENUF JOR DE LAR
FUCK EU LAR
NO PPL WAN THN CUM FIND ME AR!
WEIII!!
I ADI WAN DIE JOR ..
EU KIP DISTURBING ME
WAT I WAN NW IS MY GF
NT EU
EU CUM CARI ME SO MANY TIME FOR WAT
I SO FAN

xiiao kim..
get well soon..
i noe eu gt high fever..
i din k bout eu..
im sorli..
if i din k eu ...

YA .. IM A TB
SO WAT ?!
I HAV ENUF JST BCUZ EU ALL SAYING ME
IM A TB!!
family
FAMILY IS NT IN MY LIST

PLS
DUN BLACK LIST
I HATE EU

I SO FAN
N .. MY MOOD DAMN NT NICE


><

NiiCk

MY HOPES ?

2/2/ 09 ...

went eat dim sum wif my mum..
kim sms me..
say go my hse ..
1st go lm take her ..
go my hse..
thn .. waited my mum .. WALAOO !!
so damn long she wan pick 1 clothes..
haiiyoo..
she ar..
CUM OUT without buying tings.. == cisin..
thn .. go my hse..
change clothes..
Spray hair..
My mum giv hong bao ..
thn Out..
talking fei hua in my hse..
kim inside summore == ...
thn out ler...
GO tasik selatan ..
after go ther. ..
Lok lik v are lost..
bt ngam ther nar.
XD ..
thn go cross de bridge..
met my Lao Po.. bren ^^..
so v went in to her hse..
nice .. ^^..
so scare of her parents ..
haiiyoo..
lok so scary..
she gt a sister ..
name carmen...
kip on MOLEST me n kim .. haiiyoo..
dupid bren say she lik to stick wif me .. n kim
c dao leng zai sure stick..
lik .. j did...
>< haiix..
y i ti her name sure i wil jlous.. or angry ..
thn .. inside .. her hse..
v nvr do any ting..
jst sit chit chat..
thn do sweet ting..
let kim jlous XD kakakkakakka!!..
bt i quite shy .. so ..
nt even giv gudbye kiss T^T..
i noe bren so sad ..
bt..
i toooooo shy jor ..T^T >< !!!
isshh.
*SKIP* ..
Eat foood.
CNNT EVEN chang toi giok.. ==..
her sis kip on talking whn v r eating haiiyoo..
bt kim since lik her d..
kip on ply wif her.. XD
kim lik her ?XD
thn .. V drink beer...walaO!
damn nice ..
bt at last i go bak home oso drink beer again..
wan finish it..
XD
thn .. haha..
kim wan to cry lik tat .. haix..
bt.
i tink is best ting .. dun ti her name..
thn go bak le..
din giv gudbye kiss lik i say earlier..
im sorli...

3/2/09
NT HAPI..
'MOODY' ..
cuz nt enuf sleep..
lik go sch..
haiix.. NO
>< haiix..
lik i say ..
I LOVE BREN..
SO MIZ HER..

4/2/09
KNOCK dou my head on de chai..
Kip on say bren bren ..
giv my fren zadao .. XD
Marching 'nice' bt tired XD
take bus wif sim eng n her sis .. n frens...
bt 47 cum 1st..
so i naik 1st..
i WISH SE hapi alwys .. wif tat person ^^..
I love bren.
Miz eu bren ..XD
i love my wife..
2day oso moody..
so write blog oso moody =.= wat the..
haiix..
duno lar..

I HATE DE PPL HU JUDGE ME
N DUN C WAT I HATE DE MOZ!
*FAMILY GIVING ME PROBS*!


CIAOZ